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Been a long time since I blogged here! A few months! But…so much changes within that space of time! 

I got attached to my gorgeous bf who dotes on me. And I am accepted by Tsing Hua University in Beijing for exchange. The former made me smile and still does! The latter, ><, still makes me wana cry! 

2nd year in Uni have started already. Orientation Week is over already. I had lotsa fun with my HR darlings…and we left lotsa good memories for ourselves. Glad to have worked with them. Love them lots! 

This sem is filled with lotsa accounting modules, lotsa stuff I don’t like. I’m glad each step of the way, I have dear dear walking along with me, my friends encouraging me on and Mummy dearest to look over me. 

Looking back, Its been a good 8 months thus far. Will not regret ANY of the things I did. 

Especially about U.

heya…yea, its the time of the year again…my bdae’s round the corner…and this yr’s been realli sucky to date…realli not thanks to all the stuffs lined up…

*blaah*

ok…here’s my bdae wish list…rather…need list…no time to wish for anything…but there’s a DIRE NEED for everything i need to pick up cuz THEY ARE FREAKIN RUNNING OUT RIGHT NOW!! …. for those of you who’s been calling me up asking…*sorry i hvn been able to take calls..bn realli up to my neck*…

but for eh, sake of easy management, i tink the following list makes more sense…

juz give me an ang pao!

*ii’m not kidding…no time to go shopping at the correct time…its been relegate to as and when i hv the time…damn sad..

yea, for those of u turning up at secret garden on the 18th, thx for making arrangements to come…my bro wants to say even though he cnt be there, he’s real happy ppl are willing to come down to accompany his super bad attitude sis *I hate hate hate his guts*…

here’s it agn: my bro reserved for 11 ppl…but its secret garden after all..so do drop by and take the opportunity to hang out and have great food and wine…Ronny promised me a GREAT FRENCH cake …hope to see my frens there!

love ya all…time to hit back my books agn…*yucks*

see ya then! 18th April 2008, at MySecretGarden (Middle Road) at 6.30pm…

道不同，不相為盟。
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juz back from project discussion…

juz now, a good friend of mine approached me below my block with a bouquet and told me: “Happy 1st Anniversary”. I was stunned…1st anniversary wad? with who?

further clarifications on, i realise that he meant happy 1st anniversary with him…but then but then…I DIN EVEN KNOW WE EVER STARTED!!

i mean, we r close…yes, he brings me out to dinner..to movies…we converse every night…but then…does that make us a couple? since when?

gosh…u all muz b thinkin that i’m a heartless idiot by now…but seriously…i realli had no inkling he was that ‘into’ me…or i’m supposed to be THAT into him…

hmn…

so…now, my supposed ‘ex’ is boiling mad at home…he prob wun talk to me for a LONG WHILE TO COME…oh well…

wun die without him…

days with assignments and projects still come and go my way…

i lose another guy friend…thats all

no harm done i suppose…

hey guys…check these out too!!

My fav pictures nowadays:

Links to funny clips on youtube: *my lecturer showed these to us…cool!!*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jsGEo0Vs7cw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttt65dUYHvU

I finalli got my MACBOOK PRO…damn happy…waited so long le…and the happiest thing about it is that now i can put up my fav pics of Joseph without my brother nagging down my neck…

(and of course, screensavers too!!)

lectures and tutorials have not been kind…there’s so so so many things to read and digest and do…

and oh ya, i’m in NUSSU Bizcom…think that’s gonna be super fun but that would also mean I would have XTRA XTRA lots things to do too…well…oh well….

sometimes, i do get the feeling of ‘being drowned’…figuratively of course…(since i’ve not taken my fat-and ever-expanding-arse down to the swimming pool lots nowadays…dun even ask about my rigorous running routine…)…i’m being overwhelmed by the sheer amount of work…just looking at them makes me feel like fainting alr…and i actualli HAVE TO ATTEMPT them!!

DEAR GOD!!

works’s been super busy too…gosh…when can i ever look forward to a really good break? not in the next 20 yrs you say? yeah…i think so too…

and yes, i’m still happily single, pls dun attempt to change that by putting pressure on me…(have enough of that alr thank you)…you wun get anywhere with me at this point in time…prob not in the near future too having said that…so yea…you know who you are…

oh well…anyway, here’s the link for the thai ‘Ton Leung’ look-alike…enjoy!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzScxqjkwI4

its the 2nd day at LECTURES only…I cnt take it le!! argh…so many readings..so little time…

alr dreaming of means of escape le…sigh

tmr there’ll be a star above

that shines and spells her name

she is no more in pain

let go your sorrow

she is among the angels resting serenely

and peacefully

let the night calm the drudgery of day

lay down to sleep

the moon shines

cast off your fears from your mind

she sighs

content she’ll no longer cry

she aches, like you to reunite

but fate she will not fight

as she smiles down from the sky

so missed

who could endeavour such intensity of feeling

you feel like your world’s ending

but don’t give in

juz keep moving on

head high and don’t stop believing

that you’ll cradle her once again

let the night ease your troubles away

lay down to sleep

all your tears are bound to fall

your heart will long in vain

but the moon will hear your call

and remind you that as you lay

you can make it through the rain

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how apt…yea i’m missing my mum once again…been doing qt a bit of thinking recently

RESULT = I’M A LOSER

gosh…m not getting young anymore…but come 2 weeks from now, i’m goin to study again…u may call it insecurity…but i realli don’t feel good abt it…

juz look at my friends around me now…they’ve got stable jobs whether they like it or not…they r at least contributing to their families…

n wad hv i done? or rather, i should ask, what can i do? gosh…NOTHING constructive

GOD…what have i done…

最近的我，感觉有那么一点点失落。。。总觉得自己嫁不出去了。。。

那其实也不是件什么大不了的事情。。就是嫁不出而已嘛。。。也不用老是那么伤心的。。。

可是。。。这念头就是老缠绕着我。。。弄得我好不困扰。。。好不开心。。。

朋友，家人都说我是恼人自恼。。。自己找烦恼。。。

可是这颗念头，这种感觉，却是非常地真实。。。真的让我很是懊恼。。。他们都说我把眼光放得太高太高了。。。有点不确实际。。。要找到一个又聪明又能干，又有志向， 而却又会疼我的男生比登天还难。。。我就是不服气嘛。。。那么。。。找不到。。。算了。。。自己在一旁懊恼吧。。。看来旁人还是真的不了解我。。。家人也不过如此而已。。。

越懊恼，便越觉得自己样样不如人。。。样样都让别人比下去了。。。

想到来。。。 还是同一个念头。。。我是真的真的真的嫁不出去了。。。

i realli tink i’m never gonna get hitched…haha

firstly, my friends tink my taste is WEIRD!! thn…i also tink the guys around me are getting weird…next…i think that people around me probably think i’m getting weird too…

am so not encouraged by all of it…

hmmn…

anyway, the marriage institution is prob the last place i wanna step in for now…think the next 3 years or so is going to be super bz…(or maybe super trying)…dunno how i gonna survive…wad more get time to get hitched…

sigh…juz grit n go on ba…see how lor…lets see how it all goes…

but for now…no intentions to get anywhere with anyone..

am so into singlehood and cable and sleep-till-the-late-afternoon days…

hmn..wadever la…

a friend of mine told me to believe in my wishes…

and the universe would generate the energy for it to come through…

i just have to wait patiently for it to come through and to continue to believe in my wish and the universe’s power…

hmmn…

no harm believing…

i’ve been wishing for years anyway…i guess a few more years would not hurt…

would it?